I cried over my family today. Havent done that in a long time. I made myself promise that i would not let them make me cry.
All because of my stupid wii!
I woke up to people playing on it, and i dont mind just as long as they ask, its not hard to ask 'Can i go on your wii?' not very hard. so i came down and my brother, who is like the sporn of satan to me, was on it with my dad. Yea my dad is okay but not him. He is my trigger, no matter how hard i try to get away from him, he is always there with his comments. I cant escape him.
I told everyone to get off it apart fom my dad, and my mum had a go at me, telling me to let James play. She had a right go at me because i said no. If i went on James psp without asking, she would have a right go at me, but because itsJames, her favourite, its a different story.
I was walking up stairs, a little while after, and james was at top and he turned around and said, did you cut then? i didnt answer him and he said, ill take your silence as a yes, why dont you just die Charlotte, get it over with. So i went into my room, and cried like i havent done in forever. I thought i couldnt cry anymore, btu recently ive been over emotional, and its not PMT!
I cant stay here with him much longer. I need to get away!
I HATE my family!